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new years renovation

// January 6th, 2010 // 1 Comment » // Family, Inspiration

It’s the start of a brand new year so Merry Christmas and a Happy 2010 to you!

My year kicked off to a fairly unusual start with a day spent in my bathroom. Thankfully it was not due to any need to deposit the contents of my stomach due to some new years swine bird bug. It was more happily due to the need to renovate my bathroom after putting up with a room that had last seen some care and attention before time began.

It felt quite therapeutic to be honest. Ripping out the old taps and ceramic furniture that had persistently screamed of some previous pre-Ikea life. (Check out the Twitpics down the sidebar). Although the fun soon ended as I found myself faced with 30 years of collective grime hidden under taps and down pipes. But soon that was all gone and in went the brand spanking new bathroom ware that brought an air of hygenic cleanliness that was almost next to godliness.

And so we start the new year with an almost-finished bathroom. Well… there’s still a few things I didn’t quite get done before the holidays ended and the usual work load reappeared. But… I’m determined to get things done by the end of the month.

The whole thing just sums up my year to be honest! I’m not too interested in Resolutions and more interested in a New Years Renovation! Time to rip out the old stuff and the old ways and build something fresh and new! It’s time to make some radical changes and really lift the lid on all that’s gone before. Time to live the best life yet!

hijacked?

// July 15th, 2009 // No Comments » // Inspiration, Thoughts

So I’m just coming to the end of a day off a long day working on my cellar renovations (trying to create some office and ‘cave’ space for me in the house) when I get a call to say someone’s broken into our Leeds Megacentre. So off I trudge down to Mega in my dust covered clothes with bits of plaster still hanging out my hair to discover that someone’s broken in and nicked a TV off Reception. Three hours later I’m heading home to find an email notifying me of a difficult pastoral situation that needs my attention. So after some prayer and a much needed cup of tea – I finally hit the sack just before 1am to rise at the crack of dawn to another message to say the burglars have been back for the other 2 TVs… so off I head once more to Mega – with much need for a coffee – to await a team from CSI:Yorkshire and spend the day liasing with builders and security firms trying to sort out the gaping hole that needs filling….

(whew)

There are sometimes days in our lives when everything that happens is completely beyond our control. It’s impossible to predict when Mr Thrifty will visit your place next… or when other people’s lives spiral out of control because of unforseen or consequential circumstances… or when disease or ill health will strike…

But I’ve learnt there are always things that you can control whatever comes your way and that is your mind, your heart, your focus, your spirit, your relationship with God… . I could have got stressed out and got frustrated so many times over the last 24 hours – but I chose to see most of it for what it is – skirmishes – and realise that God is still very much in control!

See it’s no coincidence that over the last few weeks we’ve launched a schools project, a food hamper project and we’re in the middle of launching a huge family support project that has God’s favour written all over it! We’ve also seen some great fruit in church and I believe we’re heading towards one of the most exciting and fruitful seasons ever in Hope City Church.

So – guess what – someone doesn’t like that! There’s a prowling lion who is circling and waiting to pick off and exploit any weakness that he might find to stop us from fulfilling what God has called us to. What’s important to remember is – as long as you stay in the heart of God and seek to do His will and follow His call – that lion will remain toothless. The most that he can hope to do is pick off a few LCD TVs….

As for me and my house – we’re serving God and getting ready – cause all the signs are pointing towards an amazing season of God’s growth and increase!

Pray for the Karen People

// June 8th, 2009 // No Comments » // Missions, Prayer

I just got this email from a member of our church who is currently working in the mission field out in Burma / Thailand. It’s horrible to think what is happening – but I firmly believe we have a God who reigns over all things and His promises are that He will respond to our prayers… if we just ask “in His name”. I’ve included the email here for you to read in Fiona’s own words. Please do pray!

I am just writing with a prayer request. If you have a chance i would appreciate your support in prayer. Thank you!

Last week i moved out to a village school called No Boh, it is on Thai soil but very close to the Thai-Burmese border, near a village called Maesalit and approximately 1 hour and 45 minutes from Maesot, a large border town. I am volunteering through an organisation called ‘Partners’ and had planned to teach English for 1 month before returning to the UK at the end of June.

All the children in the school (from age 10-20) are Karen children (an ethnic group from Burma). Most of the children come to the school from nearby refugee camps or leave their families in Burma and cross the border to study at the school. They mostly all live in dorms there and are almost all Christians as the Karen are a Christian people.

After i had been teaching there for a few days, i received word that the Burmese Army (SPDC) troops were advancing on the otherside of the river/border and preparing to fight and that i would have to leave. After one rather sleepless night with my belongings packed by my bed as instructed, ready to run if necessary, i was picked up and driven back to Maesot.

The children and teachers are still there. Since then the situation has escalated dramatically. Troops have been restrengthened and there are now 1000′s of Burmese SPDC troops in this border area on the Burmese side. The troops are trying to take over land along a stretch of approximately 30km of the border that has previously belonged to the Karen people, and are forcing the Karen people from this land. They have fired 60 rounds of mortars into the Karen area, and are forcing any people they find to work as porters carrying their supplies, or to walk ahead of them and clear the area of landmines. At this point they have not started full-scale fighting or burnt any houses, but this is likely to follow.

The Karen resistance force (Karen National Union) are attempting to defend the land and the remaining people. There are still many people hiding in the jungle and trying to flee into Thailand.

At this point in time 4200 people have fled the Karen land and crossed the border into Thailand. These displaced people were forced to flee with their families, children and all they could carry of their belongings. Some are sheltering in a Thai school, temples, and caves but others have no where to shelter. It is monsoon season and right now the pouring rain is relentless. ‘Partners’ have supplied as much food, clothing and medical aid as is financially possible up to this point but no other NGO’s have provided supplies over the weekend. Thai soldiers at checkpoints along the route make it very difficult for aid to successfully get through to the people.

Please pray:

- for the thousands of people who have fled and are still fleeing
- for other and larger NGOs to respond to the huge and immediate need
- for aid to get through the checkpoints
- for compassion from Thai people towards the displaced people
- for the KNU as they defend their land
- that the SPDC will not be able to cross onto Thai soil (this happened previously in 2001)
- for defeat and retreat of the SPDC

Reading reports like this, it is easy to forget that each one of those 4000+ people is an individual, with a life, hopes, fears and a family. Please do not forget the Karen people, who have been fleeing in this way for many years. Pray for peace for Burma and an end to the evil miltary junta’s rule over the country. Pray for democracy and justice.

For more information about Partners, or to donate money: www.partnersworld.org. If you would like your money designated to this situation please let them know.
For more information about the situation in Burma: www.freeburmarangers.org
For up-to-date reporting on the fighting: www.irrawaddy.org

I am hoping to be able to return to No Boh school as soon as possible but until then will be teaching at another school in a different area.

God bless you, and thank you
Fiona

fullness of christ…

// April 30th, 2009 // No Comments » // Media, Music

Our media guys have just released the latest music video from the album Devoted – it’s called Fullness of Christ! (I’ll try not to be too proud of the fact it’s written by Leed’s very own Mr Dave Adam and it’s filmed on the 3rd floor of our amazing Megacentre!!) Check it out and make sure you leave loads of encouraging comments for the Media guys in Sheffield who are amazing! (it’s best viewed when viewing this post in it’s own page – ie. click on the blog post title first so you get the full widescreen!)

sunday revisted

// April 27th, 2009 // No Comments » // Sunday, wisdom

I loved speaking about Marriage on Sunday. The whole thing came about simply through the prompting of the Spirit… and to be honest it didn’t take a lot of prompting to realise that around church there are a lot of single guys eyeing up the single girls… so it seemed more than apt to bring up the subject of love and marriage. But more than that I believe that’s part of the role of a Pastor is to bring wisdom to the big subjects that can often rule our lives!

So I really enjoyed speaking on Marriage as it gave me a chance to dig deep into a subject and bring out some clear wisdom from the Word of God. And as it turned out it also gave everyone a great opportiunity to laugh at all the fopah’s that a preacher is bound to make when talking about Sex and Marriage with his wife sitting on the front row! Anyhow – I think I managed to get away with not too many embarassing revelations…

My key thought was to look at what God Intended for us in the first place. You just need to look at the first couple of chapters of Genesis and the story of Adam and Eve to see that God intended man and woman to be in marriage from the moment He created us. Marriage didn’t happen after a few weeks when God saw how good Adam & Eve looked together! He didn’t warm up to Adam and say.. have you thought about asking Eve out? No marriage was the form in which God created them both.

God also intended from the begining that we’d have someone suitable - that He has someone in mind for you who is the right person, so we need to stop pursuing any and every good looking chick or hunk when we should be pursuing God’s purpose for our life.

God intended for us to become ONE in marriage - an expression of His own ONEness and the ONEness we find in our relationship with Christ. How amazing is that – and that’s why sex is for marriage alone!

Finally God intended that we walk in the garden with Him. Adam was ashamed after eatin the apple and hid – he missed walking in the Garden with his Lord. But praise God that Jesus came and died for the sin that we have so that once again we can walk in the Garden with our Lord. Don’t worry what’s in your past or how badly you’ve done relationships / marriage. You can start afresh under His grace!

Love to hear any testimonies of lives changed though – make sure if you were there that you leave a comment and let me know how God has impacted your life! That’s what it’s all about after all.

I was left almost in tears on Sunday night as a young girl testified to how a prophetic word I’d given literally saved her from going through with suicidal thinking. I found the whole experience incredibly humbling and left me in awe of the incredible work that God can do through us when we allow Him the liberty to move!

So I’m believing for marriages and relationships to thrive in Hope City Church because of the foundations we began reinforcing on Sunday.